:: judge of character ::

Someone said that I'm not a good judge of character..

Heh, somehow, it doesn't affect me. Why? Because anyone who really knows me know that I always try to be seen as non-judgmental.

So, does it actually mean that I'm not a good judge of character?

I don't think so. It's just that I don't like to show it. After all, what is important is how you act once you've passed/made a judgment about someone. It's not about what you say.

For example, if you think that someone has a vice but you have no real evidence, what do you do?

I won't ostracize the person, but I'll remain vigilant, and ensure that his/her vice won't affect me. There is no point you're saying that a person is a liar. But what you should do (or what I actually did), was just nod when he/she says something, and ignore it. Take it at no face value at all.

By doing so, did I lose anything? Nope. He/she gets tired talking, but I'll remain unaffected.

At least, when he/she is saying something which is truthful, I can still benefit. And how about him/her? For all I care, he/she can go to hell..

Or, another example is that, if you know someone who is cheating on his/her gf/bf. What would I do? As long it's not being done on me, I'll still reply when he/she talks to me. And I'll slowly talk to their partner about the things. If they don't trust me, I don't care. Their lost, not mine. But one thing for sure, never had I had a gf who had actually left their bf for someone else (regardless of how pretty or sexy or whatever she might be). So you see, I don't say out loud what is my judgment, I just carry it out.

But if it happens to me, I'll bring the person down. Physical plus reputation damage, and lifelong hardship are the things that I promise to those who I'd judged to be worthy of it.

No point reacting to small fish, it made me small as well. Just go for the kill. And torture before death.

Selfish? Well, welcome to my world.

As I had said before, you were born alone, and you will die alone. The only difference is not who you met when you are alive, but it is how that you react to them.

And my last word, being paranoid is part of being me. That's why I had always have a locked door, a tight password, unseen wallet (and keys). For me, you shall protect yourself first, so that should something bad occur to you, you'll have TOTAL power to do your revenge.

You steal my stuff, I get someone to break your legs (You won't die, not because I treasure your life, but because I feel that you don't deserve to die straightforward). Because for you to steal my stuff that means you have to actually enter my private room, open my private drawer. And that calls for unlimited reaction from me.

Why don't I go and break your leg on my own? Well, I deem my hands to be kept as clean as possible. (Cleanliness is near to godliness. And as humans are made in the image of God, I shall behave like one). Why should I dirty it by touching a non-worthy person?

You cheat on me? I'll just walkaway. But if you do it badly, (ie. without using your brain to think), prepare your face to meet my friend, Mr. Superacid. It burns, and it's permanent.

So, what is your judgment about me again? Ask me if I give a rat's ass about it.

I am me, and you are you. Nothing that you say will affect me, unless my judgment is that your words/opinion carry some value in it.